Notebook of DREAMS

three cheers for me.

this blog belongs to DESIREE tan zhi ying.
desiree will be turning 21 on the 24th december 2009. she will love anything you give her, including your hugs and kisses.

you can add desiree on msn at crushgirl_18@hotmail.com or add her on facebook.
desiree studied in st. anthony's canossian primary and secondary school and later moved on to tampines junior college.
she is currently in SMU, doing her bachelors in business management and hopes to graduate by 2011.
right now, she doesn't need anything except an INTERNSHIP.

desiree is a CATHOLIC and she attends the 11am mass in the Church of the Holy Trinity every sunday with the SERAPHIM choir.
desiree is attached to the FIDES family in SMU. her life would be so different if she didn't have her Faith.

she loves to eat any kind of ICE CREAM and wouldn't mind chocolates as well.
she loves to shop and has a soft spot for shoes and dresses.

2:04 PM

Monday, March 30, 2009

I think I am really getting old. I can’t stay up past 2am, or else I have to have replenish my sleep by sleeping 10 hours or more for the consecutive two days. This is bad.

Friday night, I went to Junren’s birthday party at Aranda Country Club. Couldn’t be there early cause I had choir practice before that. (Darius should be happy to hear this!!!) The food was really good, and it was all made by his mum and aunties! Amazing huh? To cater for 100-200 people, but all home cooked food? I am utterly amazed!

During the night, Nadia mentioned that I became much happier when one my friends arrived, or rather, I should say, someone whom I was romantically close to last time. Sounds damn weird, but let me continue with my story.

Yes, I have to admit I was happy. But I wasn’t happy because I saw him or because I still had anything for him.

I am happy because we are still close friends despite what happened.
I am happy because he is still one of the closest friend I have in JC.
I am happy because I know that no matter what happen in future, he will be there when I need his help and I will be there when he needs mine. (although I think I will need his help more than he will need mine.)
I am happy because I realise that the end of a relationship doesn’t mean the end of a friendship.

So, I pray and hope that for everyone out there who is out of a relationship, don’t feel as if the world is collapsing around you. Maybe it’s just that you and him/her are more suitable to be friends. Maybe he/she isn’t the right one.

There will be always someone out there, in search of you. And you, in search of him/her. God has a plan for everyone. It just takes time before it is unfolded in front of you.