Notebook of DREAMS

three cheers for me.

this blog belongs to DESIREE tan zhi ying.
desiree will be turning 21 on the 24th december 2009. she will love anything you give her, including your hugs and kisses.

you can add desiree on msn at crushgirl_18@hotmail.com or add her on facebook.
desiree studied in st. anthony's canossian primary and secondary school and later moved on to tampines junior college.
she is currently in SMU, doing her bachelors in business management and hopes to graduate by 2011.
right now, she doesn't need anything except an INTERNSHIP.

desiree is a CATHOLIC and she attends the 11am mass in the Church of the Holy Trinity every sunday with the SERAPHIM choir.
desiree is attached to the FIDES family in SMU. her life would be so different if she didn't have her Faith.

she loves to eat any kind of ICE CREAM and wouldn't mind chocolates as well.
she loves to shop and has a soft spot for shoes and dresses.

1:28 PM

Monday, February 02, 2009

I’ll be trying to blog again these few days cause of the stress I am facing when I am at home and at school. There’s just so many things to do in Year 2, and it’s not like it’s Year 1 anymore.

1. I have to apply for my international exchange which involved an awfully plenty amount of procedures. But I am still doing it because it’s something I really really want to go for, together with Samantha and Marie.
2. I have to apply for internship, which is sucky cause I don’t really want to do it, but I have to anyway. And I haven’t found one that I like.
3. I have so many things to do at home because my mum can’t do everything by herself now due to unforeseen circumstances. I have not done so much housework in my life before!!!

On top of that all, I have my regular assignments and catching up in school work to do. Oh, did I mention that my MS prof is sick to the core. He gives homework every week, but that’s alright. The problem is he gives homework that even three brains together can’t solve the question!
Ok, but I am going to stop whining here. I am going to talk about happy things.

Yesterday, Seraphim had our New Year Celebration. It’s been quite a while since I went for such a gathering. I missed the Christmas one because (1) I didn’t even know about it and (2) I was so busy with post-Cambodia stuff.

But anyway, the celebration was good. We had lots of good food, I got the time to catch up with some of my old friends and of course, got to know some new ones better, like Melanie. I think Seraphim is going to be much more fun since now there are people of my age. There’s Gloria and Melanie and not forgetting Joanna! Seems like everything is taking a turn for the better.

But I think I would be forced to miss many of the upcoming events.
1. Easter Week is just before exams. So I am still thinking whether I can commit to all the practices. Hopefully I can cope with my work. Well, God always makes a way for those who serve Him right?
2. Probably going to give ‘Voyage of Songs’ a miss, though I would really want to increase my exposure. Going to be doing my internship then (hoping I will really get an internship soon). It’s going to be impossible to ask for a few days leave to go to Penang when I am only interning for 10 weeks. Not very nice on my records huh?
3. If I do get my exchange application approved, I will be leaving Seraphim for a whole 5 months! I will miss another Christmas with them. Crap.

Oh well, everything is still too early to plan. Somehow, things will change, because He has the ability to make things change. I’ll just see what He has in store for me!!! :)

Be concerned above everything else with the Kindgom of God and with what He requires of you, and He will provide you with all other things. So do not worry about tomorrow; it will have enough worries of its own.
- Matthew 6:33-34