three cheers for me.
this blog belongs to DESIREE tan zhi ying.
desiree will be turning 21 on the 24th december 2009. she will love anything you give her, including your hugs and kisses.
you can add desiree on msn at crushgirl_18@hotmail.com or add her on facebook.
desiree studied in st. anthony's canossian primary and secondary school and later moved on to tampines junior college.
she is currently in SMU, doing her bachelors in business management and hopes to graduate by 2011.
right now, she doesn't need anything except an INTERNSHIP.
desiree is a CATHOLIC and she attends the 11am mass in the Church of the Holy Trinity every sunday with the SERAPHIM choir.
desiree is attached to the FIDES family in SMU. her life would be so different if she didn't have her Faith.
she loves to eat any kind of ICE CREAM and wouldn't mind chocolates as well.
she loves to shop and has a soft spot for shoes and dresses.
1:48 AM
Monday, February 09, 2009
I am not blogging because I can’t fall asleep at 1.45am. I am just blogging because I feel like blogging.
My beloved HP computer has just died on me again and again and so I have to send it for repair. Currently I am using Anthony’s old laptop, which is irritatingly slow, but I have no choice and I have to thank him sincerely for lending me because I am in dire need of Microsoft Office 07. I hope that I will be getting my Mac soon, although I think not that soon. (Oh no, I am blabbing).
But anyway, I was just reflecting on the past 20 years of my life. I remembered that in JC2, I mentioned something to one of my classmates.
I said, “I don’t really have friendship problems.” Then, I was comparing myself to my many friends who were facing troubles and had issues with their friends. I DIDN’T.
But NOW I DO. One of my resolutions was to take more time out for my old friends but not neglecting the current and new. I don’t know why it is such an arduous task, but it is. I seem to be losing friends everywhere.
Yes, I definitely do have some I can count on right now in my life, like Marie, Tracy, Samantha and Fen. But so many other people in my life seem to be just passing friends.
But I don’t want them to be passing friends. I want those friendships to remain, to stay strong and healthy. I want people to depend on when I need them and I want them to be able to depend on me when they need me.
A mountainous road to walk and I feel all alone. Isn’t that sad?
p.s. Please do not think I am suffering from depression or anything. I am perfectly fine. I am just affected by the fragility of friendships.
P.S. p.s. Don’t text me to comfort me because it is not going to help
You entered my life in a casual way, and saw at a glance what I need.
They were others who passed me each day, but never one of them heeded.
That's why you are my friend.
FRIENDS FOREVER!
♥ desiree
