it's been ages since i last blogged.
nothing really much happen these few weeks, or rather one and a half months.
i got a place in smu, will be starting school in august.
new school, new environment, new friends, new enemies.
everything will be new.
have to start all over again.
it's a tiring process.
still with the same job.
same people, new style of working.
new methods of deceiving, same people who are deceiving.
new methods of lying, same selfish reasons behind lying.
so sick of the environment.
it's a tiring process.

life seems to be so tiring. so difficult to go through.

I knelt to pray but not for long, I had too much to do. I had to hurry and get to work for bills would soon be due.
So I knelt and said a hurried prayer, and jumped up off my knees.
My Christian duty was now done
My soul could rest at ease.
All day long I had no time
To spread a word of cheer.
No time to speak of Christ to friends,
They'd laugh at me I'd fear
No time, no time, too much to do,

That was my constant cry,
No time to give to souls in need
But at last the time, the time to die.
I went before the Lord, I came, I stood with downcast eyes.
For in his hands God held a book; It was the book of life.
God looked into his book and said
"Your name I cannot find .
I once was going to write it down...
But never found the time"