it's been ages since i came online to update my blog. i know.
it's been work work and more work for me and i guess for a lot of people too.
i'm just too tired to blog, or even come online anymore.
all i do is come home, eat and sleep.
but i think work is getting more enjoyable, although tiring.
1. i found out that many people have the same feelings towards one person as me, so i'm not as alone as i thought i was.
2. i'm getting used to the standing all day, eating alone and talking to customers.
3. i found a really good friend, erika. we can really get along and chat about anything and everything.
4. i'm going to get my pay soon. hahas.
shall stop talking about work, getting boring.

today is lunar new year day 2.
yet i'm not out visiting and getting red packets, not that i really care about the red packets.
went to church yesterday like every normal sunday.
the priest was saying something about famlies reuniting and everything during festive periods, especially during the new year.
that we should learn to get along with one another, forget about the unhappy past.
really, sometimes i wish i could.
maybe i just need to understand a bit more, but somehow, i feel that the distance i have with my extended family is not my fault, nor my mum's.
it's their fault, and it will forever be their fault.
i don't care about the 'blessings' they give me, or even the very-little red packet money i receive from them.
i just feel that not visiting them is a blessing, and that's all i want to this lunar new year.
anyway, to all my friends out there, happy chinese new year.
remember to watch your diet ar.. don't keep eating. hahas. (must remind myself also)