Updates on my life:
1. I passed my basic driving theory. (i know it's nothing much to pass it, but i'm really grateful that my efforts have paid in.)
2. I'm starting my new job at the airport on thursday. (YAY! hope the people there are nice.)
3. I'm getting poorer cause i'm spending more money. (Duh, transportation is so expensive now, my pay is so little, i'm unemployed until thursday, and when i'm unemployed, the only thing i can do is shop and spend money)
4. I am starting to freak out because the date to collecting our results is getting nearer.
5. I still have no idea what to study in university.
I feel so blur in society.

It happened a few days ago when I was walking home from the MRT station.
I saw a cat in the middle of the pathway.
It looked scared, frightened and nervous, just like how humans feel sometimes when they are in an unfamilar or strange environment.
I was approaching it, and as i got closer, the fear in it's eyes seemed to increase exponentially.
It didn't know where to go as people were approaching from the opposite direction as well.
It looked front and back, but still, the cat knew that by moving in either direction, it would have to face humans, and that was one thing that it wanted to avoid.
In the end, the cat choose the only appropriate way out, which was to dash across the grassland, into a route of unknown obstacles.
I noticed that it slipped and fell lightly into a drain, thankfully, unhurt.
Somehow, I thought that scenario was a replica to how humans react.
Sometimes, we find ourselves faced with a mountain of problems, so much so that we don't know where to run anymore.
By going forward, we know that we will meet with some of our worst fears, and by moving backwards, we would encounter similar problems.
So, the only option we have left is to run away, in a whole new direction.
Although we know that it might be dangerous and unpredictable, at least we do not have to experience what we know we already fear.
But one thing we do not know is whether that decision was the right one to make?
Was the path that we choose the safest? What if we fall into a 'drain'? And worse, what if we can never pick ourselves up from that 'drain' because we are too badly injured?
Will there be someone out there to help us, lend us a hand in these times of trouble?
I guess I need an answer to these questions, but I don't think I'll ever get an answer.
Not when I'm earth at least.

all the best to me for my new job... :)