no updates on the council outing cause it was cancelled. yes, cancelled.
i only found out when i reached tampines.
cause i think too many people not free.
well, i can't say it's the best organisation skills, and furthermore, we've been in council and should know the basis of communication.
but i know it is very difficult to get everyone together, especially since some of them are working, or busy dating, or simply not feeling well.

my mom has been nagging the whole day.
nagging at me not being able to get a job.
but.... it's not my fault that no one wants to employ.
i've been out searching for a job since like god-knows-how-long-ago.
but everywhere seems uninterested in employing me.
maybe it's really something wrong with me.
with my presentation, with my attitude, with my everything.
oh man, how am i suppose to get a job?
it's not like i didn't put in effort.
i did, and i really tried.
because of the constant nagging, my mood has been swinging also.
in fact, it is mostly in the 'bad' region.
nothing seems to be able to change my mood. not even watching korean dramas.
ok, maybe during the show it goes to the 'sad' region.
but after the show ends, it swings back to 'bad'.
i just need a job. then all my problems will be solved.
I JUST NEED A JOB!!!!!!!!