it's been quite a long time since i blogged.
not having much time to blog lately cause i've been going out to study and all.
coming home really late, not even having enough time to sleep.
i guess that's what jc life is about.
really stressful.
singapore's education system is just too rigid and dull.
i think they are over-doing the meritocracy thing, making it look like you must have 'merits' to get a place in society.
it's sickening to constantly be put through tests and examinations.
i'm not going to let my children suffer in their education system.
so what's if it's one of the best in the world?
it's suppose to develop the child holistically, not make her/him fall into a hole that she/he cannot come out of anymore.

just caught Singapore Idol. wasted by half an hour.
Mathilda got out.. what crap.
I think all Singaporeans are deaf! Too much ear wax in their empty head!
hello, knock knock. maybe they should all go for ear check up.
it's sickening when the people who can sing are just left to rot in this f***ing society.
and the people who can't, they are safe every single week.
talk about meritocracy? it's not a reflection of the 'well-acknowledge' system.
is looks all that matters? appearance? what about the inside? what about the material? what about the quality?
maybe that's why Singapore sucks to the core.

i'm just stress and i need to relieve.
my temper is getting bad to worse. but seriously, i don't care.
i've had it.
i've put up with enough nonsense.
it's so tiring enduring with everyone and just supressing yourself.
it's so tiring always being in the wrong, getting ignored for every single thing you say.
everytime i try to put in my all, just do my best, no one cares.
so why do it?
why bother?
I'm just going to SHUT UP and live my life.
stay away from me and i'll stay away from you.

p.s. I LOVE MY LIFE.. IT'S SO FUN!