got my new skin!! haha.. not skin as in body skin.. but my blog skin.. haha (kinda lame)
anyway, this week has been a traumatic week for me.. shed lots of tears..
hope my days ahead would be much better..

thursday has the 21st student council investiture.
one year passed so fast. i wasn't even prepared to step down yet.
although i wanted more time and all for studies, i don't want to step down.
council term has been nothing but fun actually. especially during events and all, where you see everything turning out to be so successful.
and also, especially the beautiful banners done by alvin (the 20th official designer).
oh, i don't want to wear the triangular badge. i don't want. and i won't. until i'm forced to.
during the ceremony i shed lots of tears. thank God Fariz was beside me for me to grab onto. he was like "It s ok. Be strong. It s ok." I guessed it helped me control for a while, but in the end i still couldn't take it. Rong Teng and Tze Keong in the control room could see me cry.
Oh man. I think I would have looked so ugly.
During the pinning of badges, I was so reluctant to pin it on them, but i did.
I almost rip the plastic apart cause my hands were trembling so much from the crying. Finally, the badges landed on their blazor, and that was when my tears all starting pouring down. Couldn't take it anymore and I didn't have any tissue.
Was standing beside where all the teachers were sitting and one of the teachers pushed a piece of tissue into my hands. Thank you.
The ceremony continued. And i continued crying, all the way until we had lessons and went to Michelle's house.
That was for Thurday.

Friday was Sports day.
Another traumatic day.
The guys were all ready to run and attain their gold. And they did, only that some idiotic teacher had to come and spoil everything.
He hinted that S01 purposely tripped someone during the last leg of the race and thus, both classes were disqualified.
Thank you so much, Mr Goh.
I don't care about typing names at all, because I am responsible for what I typed. Just like how S01 was reponsible for their actions and went to apologise nicely to the other class, only that they didn't appreciate it and repaid us my spitting on Bryan's shoes.
Their teacher was there, but he didn't say anything. How civilised.
Oh well, S01 did win. And we did prove to everyone else that S01 can run.
The boys have put in a lot of effort, and they have won the gold medal. Yes they did.
In each and everyone's hearts, they did.
At night, I went for a funeral of a 4 year old boy. Shall not go on about it.
All I hope is that he's happy with God now. And that he will look after each and everyone of his friends, and help them not to grieve.

Today, not very traumatic. Just very sickly.
I woke up with a splitting headache (must be the brain tumor), a sore throat and a runny nose. Everything in me felt so wrong.
My eyelids could not help but close each time i open it for more than 10 seconds.
Took medicine, went to sleep all the way until 4 plus.
Slack the rest of the day away. Now, it's 10 plus. Shall go watch news about the polling results.
Tata!!!